i felt like coming on here cause i have nothinig better to do and nothing going on in my life. I trun 24 this month and have nothing to look fourward 3 cats and to dogs to many petd in the house and all are bad in some way. but I felt like i shou,d since no one but vicky knows what has been going on in my life. I was dating a guy named Phill but we are not going out any more. Lately he hasn't really mad plans with me i have just made them or ask him i asked him if he was going out with any one he just looked at me confusd and also looked down. who is geting married to some laddy who has four girls. Since i have been working at woodmans i have been hanging out with forrest more and some people from there. I have been working a tun since i have sarted there . I just want to do something so that every one can have a chanes to see her when she gets back. My grandpartnet came out here from Az to visit and for my grandpas birthday. That is so old to me , because no one in my familt that i know has lived that long. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.06. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.08. I think i am going to update since i haven't for like 3 months, .there is a lot for me to say but i don't now what. Some of my other goals are to save up money to buy an other car,move out maybe, and meet mr. I want to go on some date so that i can find someone to go out with and maybe that can be him. That is something i would like help with but never do since my friends seem to busy in there own relations that they can't help me out . I think one of the reasons why i haven't talked is because right after Halloween and before Thanksgiving my mom got sick with pancreatitis., it's hard to explain what it is really weeks before Thanksgiving. i saw her ever day, and then when she got home she had to stay in bed for two weeks and get better.
I have a new pet Louie a pug he a cute dog if he wouldn't poop on the carpit. My sister is going to have her 3rd kid in Sep this year and its going to be a boy. the other kids are going to be much older than him. I really like him and would likek to go out with him but he doesn't seem like he wan'ts to. He said that if he ask me out that he will feel to presherd to make things happen and he just want it to happen on it own. When i ask him if he was doing any thing yesterday he said that he had plans but he looked sad. I asked if it was with his friend and he said yes but than he looked away and down. He said that he has had a guy friend that he was hang outwith, because his friend was back from school. I really really like him a lot but I wish he wokuld just tell me what he wants. So that is what i have benn doing with most of my time is just working. Any one can bring there boyfirends me know if we can do this or not. ryan got to go on a trip this summer to Eglin and Irlan. He went with his girlfriend heather and thay had a great time. , I have been really thinking about what it is that i want to be doing and who i want to be. Even to hang out with me would me nice.i guess no one really knows what guys are my than no one ask. I really don't like that.i like it if they like to talk some what.
I know that I haven't updated in like a long time/. I keep thinkging that mybe he might be going out with someone eles or dating other girs. It is free to get in when you pay to get in to six flags, but it is bussy right now since it just opend this year. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.05. Now i just have to pick a school to go to and sing up.
I think once I'm done i'm not going back to college.
I just won't to try and do well on English why i still can. i need to figer something out and i don't know what i'm going to do to make myself feel better.
Its to hard to take more than two classes at a time for me. maybe next semster i should have more classes so i can keep my mind off every thing else and not worry about see friend and going out with someone cause then i will be to buys to do any of that .i just don't know what the hell to do.
If there is anything I would like right now in my life is to go ut with him. we only went out two time so i will get back to ya if we do end up going out. I am really happy that i will get to see vicky again this month when she comes home. If people are cokming to my house that day i need to know ahead of time so that i can ask someone to work for me if i am woring that day. They don't do that at woodmans have to have the day off or ask someone to work for you if you can't. So don't tell me the day befor or that day that you can or can't come . just not talking my head off or to quiet were no one is talking.
but thurth herts and that is that looks like it might not happen. hi i haven't updated in a long time so i tohught that i would . that is so boring, i like someone who is really fun and funny.
In other news my car doesn't run well and i quit my job. I really hate my life right now nothing has been going right for me. I don't know how much i will like doing something like that. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.03. Working at Opulence as made me influence to do that. She just has to watch what she eats and can't drink. I would like to go to school and dko some like teaching but iam jus afaid that it will be tko hard for me with all that classes i will have to take. I have thought about going to Ecc and geting an art daree and going to nail school but not sure. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.02. I haven't mafde up my mind about what i want tko do and i wish i knew. I don't want to be working at a place like woodmans for the rest of my life. and when it come to geting a boyfriend iam afaid that they wkon't like me because of being LD. Iwant ot do something with my life and have a nice job but i dkon't know hwat.